So yeah, guess life is fine, but things have been stressful. I think things will settle down a bit after i finish training. gonna be a bit of a while to see if it will be true or not. oh well. so how is everyone doing?

sup peeps, havent been on in quite a while. Whats been going on with everyone?

I know i havent done this in a while and i know no one will read this, but i need to rant. I have been learning Korean for 1 year and 9 months. I thought i knew Korean pretty well. I failed my final test. My family, more specifically my parents, more so my mom, thinks i could have studied more and continually rubs it in my face. Also, while waiting to get a new job, I have been doing a night job, so staying awake in the daytime is hard. I think i have given a decent background. Last night I worked a 15 hour shift because of odd circumstances. My mom calls me at the end of the shift to ask me if I know what my new job is yet because, yesterday, during the day, I was supposed to go in to the office to find out my new job. I didnt get to sleep until 8, which made it so i didnt wake up til 4, when is when the office closes. Oh, it opens at 9. She gets pissed and says that i am gonna get kicked out of the AF. This bugs me, and i said so. I also said I know that i am the family fuckup. Pardon the language. She proceeds to hang up on me telling me that she doesnt want to talk to me. I dont know what to do. this is the one time in my life i need her support and she refuses to talk to me. I will admit, I got exasperated and defensive, which i probably shouldnt have, but now, i truly feel hurt. Any advice that can be given, please, give it. Thanks.